Blue skies tainted with thick clouds
I am finally back in this space (phew).
It has been super hectic for me ever since I touched down in Changi Airport on 11 Jan 2015. No complains nor regrets changing my flight back earlier though. It’s just that the intensity of life is suddenly creeping up on me at an exponential rate and my gears are just really too rusty… Time to up your game, Cam!!
The past 3 weeks have just zoomed past me without my notice. Whoever gave it permission to?! Haha just kidding. Duh, God’s the ultimate mastermind of Time. Anyway, January is once more coming to an end and the past month has been tumultuous and bustling for me.
- The demise of my albeit acquaintance/ordinary hi-bye friend, Andrew who now holds a special place in my memory tank
- School life at SMU and its increasing workload
- Aquathalon and my body’s slow response to peaking for my race next week
- Every group of friend who realizes you are back in the +65 and wanna meet up with you
That’s really the main gist of my life thus far.
And well of course, Philosophical Cam is constantly wondering what Life is all about and what it really means to be alive. Especially after the passing of Andrew, my outlook of life has changed a lot because it really made me realize the fragility and limited time we have here on this Earth. Yet, many of us take all these seemingly small things for granted. Sometimes it frustrates me when everyone in SMU just wants to lock themselves up to ‘better their GPA this semester’ etc. I am just like……… well, if you died tomorrow, will this matter? (sorry I don’t mean to sound so morbid, but hey, we are all living to die after all)
So yeah. My mind is all weird and maze-like now. Probably not the best state to write this blog post.
But then again, if not now, when?
Love,
Cam.