March

It’s so apt. We’re in the month of March and one of my all time favorite songs by One Republic is ‘Keep Marching On’. (If you haven’t heard it before, please do YouTube it!!) Yet, the beginning of March has been such a trying moment for me.

I remember I set only one 2015 resolution for this year: To see the face of God in everyone I meet.

And BAM. I think I have failed like more than a thousand times already. It is so so so difficult sigh. The most recent issue that’s been bugging me is the likelihood of my employer not paying me my dues. I have sacrificed my sleep and time doing a lot of other things just to earn that extra keep. And not knowing whether I will get it all back makes me very unsettled. I really hope they will not be evil. And then again, if they are, am I supposed to keep to my 2015 resolution? Life’s tough, yeah?

Less than 3 months into the new year and honestly, it has been horrendously difficult. I am sometimes so tired that I miss being in some Bavarian alps listening to only the lakes speak…… Not even the ducks in the lake make any noise. :(

“Let not your hearts be troubled. Believe in God; believe also in me.“ (John 14:1)

GAMBATE CAM. YOU CAN FUCKIN’ DO THIS.