Failure

I think I am not very good at dealing with failure/mistakes. People often tell me things like, “But you learn more when you fail”, or “Successful people make mistakes too”. Bullocks to that statement, my friend.

I’m not discounting the facts of their POV. I’m just saying that when you’re in the rut, it’s hard to visualize on any pathetic rainbow if any. All I see are grey skies with thunderclaps. Very apt weather today, thanks.

And ya okay, I may not have worked as hard as the other dude. But I really need to know when is it ever enough??? When can I start excelling at something for once in my life? Really though. Feeling like a mad loser right now, fml.